andyr

//..Suicide Note I'm sorry. I'm selfish.  I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you mom.  I never meant to let you down like this.  I never meant to make it look like you didn't get what you deserved.  You deserved better then this.  I'm sorry.  I never should have let you see the scars.  You shouldn't have been hurt like that.  Shouldn't have known that your son wasn't everything you dreamed of.  I'm sorry.  I never meant to make you feel like a failure.  I'm sorry.  I shouldn't have even thought about breaking the promise about taking care of him.  I'm sorry.  I'm selfish.  I'm sorry.  I know you wish that you were here while I wrote this, but